i’ve been in quite a happy =) situation lately.
i mean, i realized how lucky i am to have people that really care for me around.
i mean those who really really care bout me.
met ridh the other day. we r at ‘peaceful’ situation now.
i don’t think i have the heart to end our friendship.
eventho i knew there might be a day where he’ll raise up the ‘issue’ again.
i juz x know how else to treat him, so I’ll treat him just like the other guy frens I have.
ok,anwar,who been terribly sweet lately.
hehe……all the audio msg touch me.
he even gave ‘creep’ acoustic version d other day.( stil prefer the deeper conversation)
hemm…but wif him, i think he did get my point.
after all these years, i think (n i terribly hope, keep my finger cross) he understand the friendship we had.
i hope he really did.
i’ve been thinking, why on earth didn’t i give any chance to these guys??
why on earth, i have to be this stubborn?
even if i x like them, but they deserve to be given a chance rite?
but will chance help to open up my heart again?
did i actually enjoy all the attention i get from these guy till i x want to be committed with sumone?? –BIG NO NO, i do want to be wif ‘the one’ n b only his.
did i still wait for u-know-who?? – IM NOT SURE, if he’s the reasons for all this.
both of us (or is it just him) seems to be moved on.
even wif pa_n, i x think tgs will work out.
its merely a fling, it’s not really because the whole womanizer tg i felt this way,
i knew it will turn out like the rest of the guys.
hemm….i guess i really have to stop thinking bout this whole lovey-dovey tg.
i might be the ‘magnet’ and sumhow have the ability (sound like im possessing sum sort of superpower..haha) to draw ppl (guy in particular) to me but it’s really not wat i want.
wats the point if the cupid’s arrow struck one side n not both side rite??
bersyukur wif whatever happen. myb it’s my duty to be there for them.
eventho it can be pretty tiring, evry1 seems to want evry lil piece of you.
but i shudn’t stop being helpful rite???
evrytg happen for a reason rite (i almost forget this fav phrase of mine)